Day 40
“And after fasting forty days and forty nights, he was hungry.” -Matthew 4:2
Like Jesus, I am hungry. Like Jesus. Ha. What a laughable notion. I may be hungry, but I am nothing like Jesus. If anything, my own 40 days and 40 nights of fasting has shown me that. 1 John 2:6 says, “Whoever says he abides in him ought to walk in the same way in which he walked.” I say I abide in Christ. I can’t say I walk in the same way in which he walked, far from it; although I ought walk in that way.
James Coates, a Canadian pastor whom I have learned much from has said, “I am not yet all that I ought to be, but I’m not what I once was and the Lord is still working on me; and I want him to be evident in my life and so I’m grateful for all of your support.” I echo that sentiment to the letter. This time of fasting has been remarkable. It has not come without sin. It has not come without error. It has not come without unrighteous word, deed, or thought.
It has come with tremendous learning. It has come with tremendous dependence on God. It has come with tremendous graciousness; both from God and my immediate family. It has come with tremendous temptation. Yesterday I touched on one of the temptings of Christ at the end of his 40 day fast. But there were two others in short order. If you’re anything like me, you may be able to look at your own life and recognize that at times of hunger, at times of restlessness, at times of anxiousness, at times of anger, or at times of tiredness, you too have been more susceptible to temptation. Some of those times may have even been where you succumbed to temptation, as have I.
I’m sure I will succumb to temptation in the future too. Sometimes we are deceived which can lead to sin, and sometimes we deceive ourselves to plunge into sin. Satan tried to use God’s Word to deceive Jesus. In Matthew 4:6 Satan quoted from Psalm 91:11-12 when he told Jesus to throw himself down from the pinnacle of the temple by saying "“He will command his angels concerning you and on their hands they will bear you up lest you strike your foot against a stone.” Satan, however, left out the part of that passage which says, “For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways.” Satan intentionally distorted God’s Word here in his attempts to cause Christ to sin. A fruitless endeavor if ever there was one.
Psalm 91 is about God’s protection of His people. Verses 9-13 explicitly point to the fact that no harm or disaster can truly befall those who have made the Lord their refuge. Sure, sickness or disaster may befall us on this temporal earth, but we are to look at the things which are eternal. The things of this earth are not. Scripture can be misapplied, foolishly interpreted or directly twisted, as Satan and those who follow his ways often do. Satan distorted Psalm 91 in an effort to test God, when in actuality it is a psalm of trusting in God’s sovereignty.
Jesus responds by telling Satan, “Again it is written, You shall not put the Lord your God to the test.” His response comes from Deuteronomy 6:16. That passage, where the command to not test the Lord, comes from Exodus 17 when the people of Israel were in a place that Moses named Massah and Meribah. That land area had no water so “the people quarreled with Moses” and tested God. It is not our place to test God, just as it was not the people’s place to do so at Massah, nor Satan’s place to do so.
Nonetheless, Satan tempts Jesus one more time. Satan takes Jesus up to a “very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their glory.” Satan then tells Jesus that he will give them to Jesus if he “will fall down and worship” Satan. Satan knows the power he has on this earth. He knows that the kingdoms of this world belong to him. He knows that he has “has blinded the minds of the unbelievers, to keep them from seeing the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God” (2 Cor. 4:4). He knows that the whole world lies in his power (1 John 5:19). He knows that he is constantly on the prowl, “like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour” (1 Peter 5:8). And he knows that many, if not most people, seek to do what he desires, that he was a murderer from the beginning, does not stand in the truth, because there is no truth in him, that when he lies he speaks out of his own character because he is a liar and the father of lies (John 8:44).
Satan also knows that Christ is the truth. Shortly before Jesus was crucified he told Pilate, “For this purpose I was born and for this purpose I have come into the world—to bear witness to the truth. Everyone who is of the truth listens to my voice” (John 18:37). Satan is a liar and the father of lies. Jesus is the truth. This third tempting was Satan’s effort to thwart the truth and the salvation that is only in Christ through his work on the cross to cleanse all who believe of our own unrighteousness. Jesus again responds from Deuteronomy. This time from 6:13 and 10:20 when he said, “You shall worship the Lord your Hod and him only shall you serve.
Satan’s temptations of Jesus correlate to those of Eve in the Garden of Eden as well. To both Eve and Jesus, Satan appealed to the physical appetite, the desire for personal gain and easy path to power/glory. In each case Satan altered God’s Word. Our own temptations often fall into the same three categories, which essentially are the lust of the eyes, the lust of the flesh, and the boastful pride of life as described in 1 John 2:15-17.
Jesus also commanded Satan to “be gone” with his final rebuke from Deuteronomy and then angels came and ministered to him. Although we cannot be perfect like Christ, we too can resist the devil. James 4:7 says, “Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.” I certainly have not successfully resisted the devil throughout my life, or even in the last 40 days, but if we follow the simple, although not always easy, mandates here to submit to God and resist the devil, he will flee from us.
I am not a medical professional. This journal is about my spiritual path and about that which the Lord has placed on me. This is not medical advice, nor was this fast done for any medical purpose. If you have a medical interest, seek medical advice. If you have particular health concerns, seek medical advice and/or conduct your own research. Any fasting advice, effects, realizations or anything else related to my fast come from my personal reflection and experience. If you are considering fasting, consulting with a healthcare provider may be appropriate for you.
Hearty congratulations to you for this accomplishment. I can only offer what I know, and I know Catholicism. I have the right to speak out of both sides of my mouth at the same time, since Mum converted on her wedding day to marry Dad in the Church, and her impressions remain with me. This prayer of protection written by Saint Patrick (the lorica) is what I offer to you going forward, to brace for any spiritual blowback. One of my great joys is that, although I never met my paternal grandfather, born in 1901, who died young, I have the privilege to pray the very same words as he did, and his father and his father... it's like I'm the one on the mat being lowered to Christ from the roof by Dad, Grandpa, Great Grandpa, etc. and it's up to me to ask forgiveness, then get up and walk. Bless you.
LORICA OF SAINT PATRICK
(Breast Plate Prayer "Lorica")
I arise today
Through a mighty strength, the invocation of the Trinity,
Through a belief in the Threeness,
Through confession of the Oneness
Of the Creator of creation.
I arise today
Through the strength of Christ's birth and His baptism,
Through the strength of His crucifixion and His burial,
Through the strength of His resurrection and His ascension,
Through the strength of His descent for the judgment of doom.
I arise today
Through the strength of the love of cherubim,
In obedience of angels,
In service of archangels,
In the hope of resurrection to meet with reward,
In the prayers of patriarchs,
In preachings of the apostles,
In faiths of confessors,
In innocence of virgins,
In deeds of righteous men.
I arise today
Through the strength of heaven;
Light of the sun,
Splendor of fire,
Speed of lightning,
Swiftness of the wind,
Depth of the sea,
Stability of the earth,
Firmness of the rock.
I arise today
Through God's strength to pilot me;
God's might to uphold me,
God's wisdom to guide me,
God's eye to look before me,
God's ear to hear me,
God's word to speak for me,
God's hand to guard me,
God's way to lie before me,
God's shield to protect me,
God's hosts to save me
From snares of the devil,
From temptations of vices,
From every one who desires me ill,
Afar and anear,
Alone or in a multitude.
I summon today all these powers between me and evil,
Against every cruel merciless power that opposes my body and soul,
Against incantations of false prophets,
Against black laws of pagandom,
Against false laws of heretics,
Against craft of idolatry,
Against spells of women and smiths and wizards,
Against every knowledge that corrupts man's body and soul.
Christ shield me today
Against poison, against burning,
Against drowning, against wounding,
So that reward may come to me in abundance.
Christ with me, Christ before me, Christ behind me,
Christ in me, Christ beneath me, Christ above me,
Christ on my right, Christ on my left,
Christ when I lie down, Christ when I sit down,
Christ in the heart of every man who thinks of me,
Christ in the mouth of every man who speaks of me,
Christ in the eye that sees me,
Christ in the ear that hears me.
I arise today
Through a mighty strength, the invocation of the Trinity,
Through a belief in the Threeness,
Through a confession of the Oneness
Of the Creator of creation
St. Patrick (ca. 377)
A sincere appreciation for sharing this journey. You have blessed many through this insight. I have shared this with a group each day, gathering more interest each day of progression. You have have been blessed as we also have been with your gift. Your fast has been over but your journey has just begun. Love in Christ, Rose